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當(dāng)“不知精力衰多少，人生須臾染白頭”的時(shí)刻不得不感嘆：“雨中黃葉樹(shù)，燈下白頭人”，完全理解了杜甫當(dāng)時(shí)面對(duì)“南村群童欺我老無(wú)力，忍能對(duì)面為盜賊，公然抱茅如竹去?！倍荒堋按浇箍谠锖舨坏?，歸來(lái)倚仗自嘆息” 的那種老而無(wú)力對(duì)抗的無(wú)奈；也體會(huì)到辛棄疾那種“斜陽(yáng)草樹(shù)”、“雨打風(fēng)吹去”落寞無(wú)奈，因此發(fā)出的“憑誰(shuí)問(wèn)，廉頗老矣，尚能飯否？”的聲聲哀嘆。 當(dāng)我們?cè)凇稗r(nóng)家樂(lè)”相聚時(shí)，我們這群拿著國(guó)家的退休養(yǎng)老工資的老人們，早餐一口氣吃了一大碗小米粥，一只大饅頭，一只茶葉蛋……，一個(gè)個(gè)胃口如此之好，身體人人尚且康健時(shí)，心中暗暗的喜幸，這是國(guó)家的昌隆，社會(huì)的安定，百姓的安康而形成的。老人的健康活著，不僅是他（她）自己的福分，也是代表著國(guó)泰民安的結(jié)果。幸福的晚年，也需“天時(shí)、地利、人和”呀！國(guó)家的紛亂，家庭的不睦，生活的熬煎，都不會(huì)讓長(zhǎng)者老者太太平平地活著…… 。 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那天妻子去社區(qū)醫(yī)院就診，一位“患者”拿著兩張病歷卡在配藥，配的都是“環(huán)丙沙星”藥，社區(qū)那位醫(yī)生無(wú)不擔(dān)憂地說(shuō)，你配這么多的抗生素藥要吃壞的。他卻心事重重地對(duì)醫(yī)生說(shuō)：“你就別管我是怎樣吃了吧！”事后，他悄悄地對(duì)妻子說(shuō)出了配藥的事由。原來(lái)他有個(gè)五十多歲的妹妹，從外地回到上海得了子宮癌，查出的時(shí)候，她已經(jīng)轉(zhuǎn)移到了直腸，一直做化療，人已經(jīng)瘦得不像樣子。而且，由于接近肛門(mén)處的直腸潰爛，使得肛門(mén)肛瘺形成一個(gè)洞無(wú)法緊閉，只能用環(huán)丙沙星和散利痛及珍珠粉搓成一個(gè)團(tuán)，塞嵌在肛門(mén)處。 那個(gè)老人沮喪又無(wú)奈地說(shuō)：“活著受這么大的痛苦，活得這么累，但又有什么辦法呢？我們作為她的親人只能盡自己的一份能力幫她減輕負(fù)擔(dān)……”這是一種無(wú)法想象的痛苦，而且可以看出他的妹妹一定在經(jīng)濟(jì)上也忍受極大的壓力，作為親屬只能做些力所能及的幫助，加以人道的援助。 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當(dāng)我在發(fā)燒，寒顫、昏暈、嘔吐時(shí)，在無(wú)力對(duì)抗自己的病痛時(shí)，感到自己猶如“孤帆遠(yuǎn)影碧空盡”般的無(wú)奈時(shí)，人生的腳步仿佛在向終點(diǎn)靠近。尤其在醫(yī)院看到自己的身邊躺著那些神志不清的危重病者時(shí)，內(nèi)心難免會(huì)泛起一陣又一陣哀傷和悲觀的漣漪，感嘆自己是無(wú)奈而掙扎地活著…… 自從2013年以后二次腔梗、四次住院后，我的耳朵里24小時(shí)整天蟬鳴嗡嗡，有時(shí)身體素質(zhì)差時(shí)，鳴叫的厲害，讓自己心煩意亂。其實(shí)，那位用藥丸塞肛的病人，那些躺在病房里危急的病人，她們每天都活在痛苦的煎熬之中。但她們依然頑強(qiáng)地活著，他們與病魔作斗爭(zhēng)，是一種忍受折磨的毅力，一種生存本能的精神，更有一種具有自立于生而了不起的力量。我對(duì)照那些活得如此艱難的病者，我又不算什么大病，而且也不用如此悲觀。 在這人世間，活著的人各有各的活法，正所謂：“寒風(fēng)摧樹(shù)樹(shù)照綠，嚴(yán)霜打葉葉仍青”。對(duì)比那些掙扎在生死線上的人們，我們還活著，那就“偷著樂(lè)吧”！應(yīng)該以他們?yōu)榘駱?，活一天就要珍惜一天，活著一天就要滿足而快樂(lè)。 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那天妻子去社區(qū)醫(yī)院就診，一位“患者”拿著兩張病歷卡在配藥，配的都是“環(huán)丙沙星”藥，社區(qū)那位醫(yī)生無(wú)不擔(dān)憂地說(shuō)，你配這么多的抗生素藥要吃壞的。他卻心事重重地對(duì)醫(yī)生說(shuō)：“你就別管我是怎樣吃了吧！”事后，他悄悄地對(duì)妻子說(shuō)出了配藥的事由。原來(lái)他有個(gè)五十多歲的妹妹，從外地回到上海得了子宮癌，查出的時(shí)候，她已經(jīng)轉(zhuǎn)移到了直腸，一直做化療，人已經(jīng)瘦得不像樣子。而且，由于接近肛門(mén)處的直腸潰爛，使得肛門(mén)肛瘺形成一個(gè)洞無(wú)法緊閉，只能用環(huán)丙沙星和散利痛及珍珠粉搓成一個(gè)團(tuán)，塞嵌在肛門(mén)處。 那個(gè)老人沮喪又無(wú)奈地說(shuō)：“活著受這么大的痛苦，活得這么累，但又有什么辦法呢？我們作為她的親人只能盡自己的一份能力幫她減輕負(fù)擔(dān)……”這是一種無(wú)法想象的痛苦，而且可以看出他的妹妹一定在經(jīng)濟(jì)上也忍受極大的壓力，作為親屬只能做些力所能及的幫助，加以人道的援助。 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