這個十一月蓮語呢喃（xia） <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">立冬之日｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">窗外，是一片</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">白花花的舊時光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">芳華以遷途</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">兩鬢駐滿了寒霜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">風是冷的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">人間，是薄涼的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">而想起母親</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是溫暖的……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">2023/11/8立冬</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">和爸爸去超市｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">爸爸說“你喜歡吃啥</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">咱就買……”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">和媽媽的語氣一樣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">突然想到早上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">看到一個視頻說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“只有生你，養(yǎng)你的人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">才會無條件的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">心疼你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">生你養(yǎng)你的人都走了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就再也沒有人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">問你冷暖，包容你的缺點……”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">媽媽，那一刻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我流淚了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">原諒女兒的淚水</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不是我不堅強</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">而是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">太想您了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">2023/11/10于超市</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">冬日暖陽｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">今天早上去看望爸爸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">路上的雪，化了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">太陽暖洋洋的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">像母親的手</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">撫摸著我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我被太陽擁抱著</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">向前走</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">腳下流著墨汁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我的身影</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">留下了一首詩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">2023/11/11</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">炒椒｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">父親說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“炒椒不辣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">小辣椒才是辣”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">想起從前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我在超市里面</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不知道哪個是炒椒</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就給母親電話</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">母親嚷嚷著說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“那個大個的才是……”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我轉(zhuǎn)過頭對父親說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我想媽媽了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">多想</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">再聽聽她的聲音</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">劫后重生｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">耳邊響起嘈雜的人群聲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">電話聲，報警聲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">聲聲如風，包圍了我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">120聲，是一曲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">般若波羅蜜心經(jīng)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">把我從黑暗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">帶向光明</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">急診室里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">愛人對我說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“我們都是善良的人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">所以你會沒事的……”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">與死神擦肩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我知道，上蒼眷顧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">必有后福</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">2023/11/12晚</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">給人希望｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">撞我的人和他妻子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">提著水果來看我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">他妻子弱弱的說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“對不起，讓你受罪了……”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我對他們說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“你也別上火</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">咋倆都是有福之人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我沒有骨折</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">只是輕傷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">留院觀察幾天就出院了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">都不容易，不用總來</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">你們?nèi)ッΠ伞?lt;/span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我看到他妻子揚起頭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">閉上眼睛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我知道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我的話感動了她</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">她是不想，讓感動的淚水</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">流在我面前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">2023/11/13晚于醫(yī)院</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">疼｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">痛如黑夜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我不想說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">讓沉默麻痹神經(jīng)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">在黑夜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">只有疼痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">讓我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">有了活著的知覺</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">2023/11/13于醫(yī)院</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">看雪｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">雪，是一群快樂的孩子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">在天空中無拘無束</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">純潔無邪的樣子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">像極了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我的童年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">三毛說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“我來不及認真地年輕，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">待明白過來時</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">只能選擇</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">認真地老去……”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">原來</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">來日并不方長</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">窗外鱗次櫛比的小白房子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">里面透著橘色的溫暖</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那是我的童年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一朵朵雪花</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">在冬天的脈絡里跳舞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我的童年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">在我的胸前起伏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">2023/11/16在醫(yī)院看下雪</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">感恩節(jié)的詩｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">人間煙火里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">唯有關愛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">給人希望與動力</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">臨床的二姐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">像玫瑰花一樣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">暖暖的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">她幫我買飯，換藥</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">問寒問暖</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">在我心中駐滿芳香</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一場意外</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">讓我結識三個姐姐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我說快出院了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">三姐不讓我走</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">大姐流淚了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">二姐無聲的去吸煙</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">感恩這最美的遇見</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">感恩之心是善</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是光，是暖，是希望</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">更是一朵</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">鮮艷的玫瑰</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“予人玫瑰，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">手有余香……”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我要把這份善念</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">傳承下去</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">2023/11/23感恩節(jié)于醫(yī)院</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">小雪｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">小雪之際，我的世界</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">下了一場雪</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">白色的天花板上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">閃著白色的燈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">白色的墻壁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">映著</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">白色的輸液器</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">白蝴蝶，在我身邊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">穿梭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">忙碌著……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我的生命</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">融入這圣潔的白中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">這白茫茫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就是一座廟宇</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">輸液器里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">滴落的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是一串串菩提</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">2023/11/22小雪</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">出院了｜朝霞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">纏綿于病床上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">心像壓得褶皺的床單</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">原來行走與自由</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是多么快樂的事情</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">終于可以回家了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">雖然醫(yī)生說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">還要靜養(yǎng)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">像出籠的鳥兒</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">即使還不能海闊天空</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一次與死神擦肩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">讓我的生命得到了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">凈化和重生</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">2023/11/24</span></p>